BEARDED…. I’ve never had a beard before. I always had some sort of a goatee, but never a full on beard. I always hit this awkward stage in growing a beard (or just being lazy and not shaving) where I would have huge patches of thin hair and it just wouldn’t look right to me so I would shave it all off. I think it was the beginning of 2018 when the change came in my life that I decided to let it grow, regardless of what it looked like. For years and years I struggled with drug